Spiritual Ascension:Awakening of the Soul

So I happened to stumble upon a concept known as Taoism. Taoism is an ancient Chinese philosophy that speaks about everything in the world to be transformative. The word Tao means "way" or "path". It is a cosmic flow that binds and releases things. It is the course of nature as a whole and the ideology of this principle is based on the premise of going with the flow.

The Universe is a guiding force in our lives that makes way for us to reach to where we belong.

Ascension means to rise to a higher level of consciousness. Blending in spirituality and ascension simply means generating a higher vibrational frequency that emits positive energy,unleashes one's innate power and wisdom.

As stated in the published research article by Orozi,Van Heuvelen et al 2020,:"Vibration detection: its function and recent advances in medical applications": The fastest vibration we as homo sapiens can hear is 20,000 times per second,which would be a very high sound. Animals can hear different frequencies from humans. Cats can hear even higher frequencies than dogs, and porpoises can hear the fastest vibrations of all (up to 150,000 times per second).

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When a human being starts vibrating higher,there is an inner expansion of the mind,body and spirit. A person starts shedding old patterns, negative set beliefs, mindsets and feelings that were once dwelled upon by him/her. Personally, I have been on this journey since 2018. Some new patterns I found myself inclining towards are:

#1 Emotional detachment from family and friends.

#2 Sudden loss of self identity.

#3 Difficulty in concentration in daily matters and tasks.

#4 More self-talk and inner dialogue.

#5 Intense sadness, frustration and rage.

I must say,it has been a nerve racking journey.It takes days,months and years altogether, to awaken the higher self. In my previous blogs,I shed light on abandonment issues and the dark of the soul. These are key milestones to the path which one undergoes to achieve an awakening and a soul ascension.

Rewind back to 2018.I shared an intense spiritual connection with an individual who was much younger to me.This connection has been a metamorphical journey that has shaken up my whole belief system and outlook to life. The passion and intensity shared between this individual and me was fierce, to a point, where the fights triggered deep seated wounds and insecurities within me but on the other hand, the chemistry we shared was a place of "safe haven". Everytime there was an argument between us, I used to take the reigns to sort the matter, to a point that it used to have a spiraling effect on me. Contrary to the arguments, there was bouts of passion in the connection that felt intoxicating. Colloquially speaking, the connection where 'you can't live with and can't live without it'. Haha!! Many of you would tag it as "toxic"! I'd say,"toxic with a dash of cayenne pepper"!! When you eat a cayenne pepper, the heat it generates in the mouth and the palate reflexes are insane, even a glass of water cannot control the heat generated in the mouth!! Haha!!

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Taking a sneakpeek into the connection,I started noticing a change in my behavior. I had lost all interests in things that once made me the happiest. This was a trigger awakening directed by the Universe. The foods I once enjoyed, I stopped consuming them. There was a drop in my appetite levels. All of a sudden,I used to have heart palpitations and intense exhaustion without doing any strenuous physical activity. Stiffness in the neck area and back followed by caffeine related headaches, as my consumption of caffeine had shot up to get rid of the anxious thoughts.

I didn't realise back then,that I was evolving. Moreso,I lost interest in specific music genres such as trance, hard rock, punk rock. The genres that I have been an ardent fan of since the age of 6. Further, work-related symptoms included forgetting my daily to-do-lists,low on cheerfulness, low socializing with colleagues. During the night time,I used to just stare at the ceiling and cry myself to sleep.Started spending alone time apart from family, being in my own room, eating my meals by myself, sudden burst of emotions,-gone through all of that.

But,I needed to bounce back and could not continue being a recluse and a loner.I started spending more time alone and started journalling my thoughts, "How do I feel today". I used to make it a point to write this on a daily and pen down my thoughts. Journalling was the key step I took in my healing process. Discussing with my friends about my feelings and looking for answers why was like a daily chore which was futile.

The daily journalling helped me to a certain extent,I guess that's what led me to blog writing. Yet, something was amiss. I needed to find answers. Answers that I could not find within me 'cause I was broken. Destiny has it's ways.I happened to find a tarot card reader on Instagram through common friends. I wanted to understand, "What is happening to me"," Why is this happening to me","Why am I emotionally in pain and suffering". " I have never had a physical relationship with this man, yet this level of longingness and attachment is questionable"

After several readings and carrying out my own research, I was undergoing a soul awakening. I started searching for answers.I started reading articles by Google-ing about human connections, soul mate relationships, twin flame relationships and the works. My quest for knowledge did not end here, I started watching You Tube videos to understand why is this particular connection so intense that I cannot let it go or get over it.

I slowly started unraveling the mystery behind it. And started understanding soul connections, (which was my first blog), purpose behind meeting people, rude awakenings, process of awakenings. The aforementioned 5 points are the process of a soul awakening.

"You have to grow from the inside out. None can teach you, none can make you spiritual. There is no other teacher but your own soul "~ Swami Vivekanand

One thing that stood in my learning in this whole process,whatever happens to you or better put, inside of you that becomes a reaction is a trigger area that is unhealed within you. I have always come from a place of lack, that I am not good enough, I do not deserve love. This shadow aspect of my personality was amplified,to a point that I had to undergo a painful process of an awakening in this scenario. Today I can proudly say,that the Phoenix has risen from the ashes.