Twin Flame Ascension:Rising higher to stimulate consciousness

The arduous struggle of being a twin flame chaser is nothing less than a soul-ripping experience. To having seek someone who is constantly rejecting my loving embrace is nothing less than a one way ticket to hell and back.

No one in their right mind rejects love. However,it is futile to catch hold of the fleeting runner as the runner has been tainted with stains and pain from his past love relationships that include romantic,parental abandonment or societal rejection.Being the twin flame chaser,I have stopped chasing the divine masculine as I have learnt overtime that the energy switch happens,when we start focusing on our inner growth. Many people assume that twin flame relations are about love, adding on my share of experience of the journey,it is about love with unraveling of a whole lot of truth.Why truth? Because it takes years of self healing of wounding that the soul has been imprinted upon.

Personally,I have never had boundaries in my relationships being an empath.This very personality trait has made me not respect myself.For instance, if anybody questioned me in the past, "Komal,what do you want?" I'd say,I do not know." Also,I have always lived in fear of being judged by others on various aspects,few of them include of my body structure,my intellectual capabilities,sense of "all things are done wrong by me",just to state a few. What did I just do here? I had placed my self worth in the eyes of others.The constant fear of living for the acceptance of people and largely,by society has been a norm. Fast forward to 4.5 years on being on this journey,I have re-framed my ideologies of many aspects of my life that I was not too confident about.If someones were to pop that same question to me today,without batting an eyelid, I would say,"I want to bring a difference to the world by showing people that kindness and vulnerability is not a weakness".

Sharing an off-late experience that took place 15 days back.I had a row with a colleague at work regarding some resource material that I had shared with her,linked to a module we both were assigned for. She slyly took my resource and used it without telling me. I confronted her and it blew into a heated argument,so much that she passed a nasty remark,"Komal,you do not have the caliber to teach a final year university module and neither you have the acumen for it". These words tore me apart to I point where I was ready to put in my resignation. I did escalate the matter,however, it was a calm after the storm.

For 3 weeks,I distanced myself from that colleague,so much that I changed my seating area and not spend lunch hour with colleagues.However, what I learnt from this whole incident was that for the very first time,I did not bat an eyelid for standing up for myself which I realized,I have never done that in my entire life and taken disrespect,emotional abuse in most of my close inter-personal relationships. My action plan was to step back from that colleague and internalize the event happening, and to my amazement I became a lot more emotionally and mentally stronger which gave me a sense of self-empowerment. I have,however made amends with her,but I know for a matter of fact,she triggered my survival instincts.

Being in a twin flame connection,empowers one to stand up for oneself by battling all the insecurities,inhibitions and overcome the sense of not feeling worthy. The very fact that I stood my ground speaks volumes of how far I have come and metamorphosed as a person. For once in my life,I was not afraid to stand in my own power. Ascension of the soul creates a formidable empowering energy across the nervous system that integrates a heightened level of consciousness.

Also,today we had the Annual Sports Day of our college.Post the event got over,all my colleagues went to grab lunch at a restaurant and they did not ask me to accompany them,I was completely okay with the fact,that they did not feel the need to. This very perception and depth of transformation of the feeling of "not being included" has converted into "everyone makes choices as per free will" has taken me good 3.5 years of internal healing,self-acceptance and self-love and that; "It is alright not to fit in everywhere",is what self growth is all about. I came home watched a cryptocurrency and NFT video and had my lunch and was just about fine.

The twin flame journey teaches one to not shrink yourself in places where we do not belong to fit into,in fact ascend to a higher and better version of your own self without any external validations and external circumstances. What makes us unique as individuals,is being raw and vulnerable, whereas society has preconditioned us to operate in a radar that is made by us humans. A question to all reading this blog,is it fair to judge individuals based out on their unique journey of soul awakenings and attaining consciousness?