The Twin Flame Separation:The high rough road from soul slumber to soul awakening

This is my third blog post on twin flames and I am not surprised that I can write about this pertinent topic letter perfectly,as I have been on this unconventional journey of my divine connection for more than a couple of years. My whole life has been a series of selective demolishments of my former beliefs and logical patterns ever since I crossed paths with this individual who happens to be my twin flame. Currently,we are in separation and it is outrightly painful to stay away.

On the 5th of November 2021( exactly a month back since I write this post),I happened to visit a Vietnamese restaurant with a close friend of mine for dinner.I have always had a flair for gastronomical adventures in and around Mumbai.I cherish visiting newly opened restaurants and pubs.The food was thoroughly sumptuous and the staff was courteous and warm in their demeanor.

I was most certainly having a good time with my friend over dinner and drinks and all of a sudden, I see him walk into the restaurant with a few people,wonder if they were his friends or clients at the restaurant and I happened to see him walk through the entrance gate.I was flabbergasted to a point where I felt my heart drop from my chest in my stomach. My heart started palpitating. To avoid any further embarrassment, I wore my face mask immediately. I swiftly communicated to my friend about this whole situation. We waited for the cheque to arrive at our dining table and we paid off the bill and walked outside to the valet area. In addition to all of that,I was choked and was on the brink of tearing up.

My friend and I were waiting for our car to arrive and I was filled with restlessness to just leave the venue. My emotions got the best of me,better put, the worst of me. Meanwhile,in the valet area,as we were waiting, his friend of his,intimated him that I was visiting his restaurant and he made his way through the entrance door pretending to speak to his friends who too had visited the restaurant that night. I could view this whole scene from the corner of my eye. However, to avoid extreme appalment,I was continuously looking in another direction to avoid eye contact with him.He walked passed through me,real close to make his presence felt and I took a deep sigh,in fear. He made his way back to the restaurant and I turned around just to see him walk away from me.

My friend and I got into the car and I burst into tears. I was weeping uncontrollably,to a point where I felt breathless and numb. My friend calmed me down and talked me out of it and I discussed all what happened with her as she parked her car at Bandstand for good 30 minutes and later, she dropped me off at my place.

These are important checkpoints of the twinflame journey where the runner and the chaser shed their old selves to get onto their life paths and the life mission for which we have transcended for our spiritual paths in life forms on planet earth. The excruciating agony of being in separation from my divine counterpart is just giving me the space and energy to concentrate on meeting my personal life goals and what is of sheer importance that needs to be addressed and accomplished by me in this lifetime.

In the past 2.5 years,I have become a lot more humble,empathetic and understanding towards others. Also, I have started laying emphasis on keeping valuable connections in my life that support my vision and goal as a person,hence I am attracting more like minded people rather than keeping superficial connections. I must say, that my friend circle has diminished vastly to around 5-6 people solely. I am naturally inclined to coffee shops and quiet dinner places rather than bars and clubs which I used to enjoy back in the day.

It is imperative for the divine soul to learn the essence of the twin flame journey to find inner peace and acceptance for oneself for what we are. I have come to realise that when we purify our thoughts,we get rid of our inhibitions and shortcomings. When we get rid of our shortcomings,we learn to find means to develop on our strengths and work on overcoming our fears.In spiritual terms, this is termed as soul ascension. Soul ascension happens when we are more conscious and aware of what is happening within us which directly reflects on what happens around us.

Our society has predisposed and conditioned us to live in a certain way,have a certain lifestyle, but we must not forget that we all have emerged from one source. As per Charles Darwin theory, we all have a "Universal common ancestor" which states that all organic beings have descended from one primordial form.