The Twin Flame Journey:A tale of upheavals to get to surrendering

The clock has struck upon 11:11 as I pen down my next article to shed light upon my twin flame

Journey. As I write,I am feeling a sudden pull and a sense of palpitation in my heart chakra area. The twin flame experience is most certainly one of a kind and trust me,it is not close to being kind.The transformational journey of self has been nothing less than an intense hurricane of periodical emotional pain of thriving and pushing through these emotions since the past 3.5 years.

Scientifically it is said that the cells in our body are recreated every 7 years which colloquially means that we become an entirely a different person in terms of “matter” every 7 years.The battle from within to heal our inner childhood wounds is not a walk in the park. Personally, I have been on this journey since more than 4 years now and I have come to this realisation that chasing and trying to contact him does not make the pain go away. A twin flame connection is not all about having a physical relationship, those relationships are karmic soulmates and other dimensions of soulmate connections.

My twin flame connection has unquestionably transformed me into a different being altogether. I have never been this calm and self accepted of myself,as far as I can remember. The journey has been a radical process of de-layering my set notions,some of the most obvious one’s which have been that of; “I need to be liked by others”,“I need to be over giving to all my relations, only then I will be noticed”,”I require to fill up the cup of others before mine”.

All these have banished over the period of time,however,easier said than done,self approval is the key to ascending higher in the twin flame journey.My encounter with him has been nothing less than a whole rollercoaster of emotions.Currently,I have progressed to the surrender stage of the journey and I must say,my fears,doubts and anxieties of not reuniting on the 3D plane with him are vanished. The self-inflicted pain of not being in union is no longer thriving in me.

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I have shifted my focus to my healing in the twin flame ascension and one of the main inhibitions that I have shed are that of not seeking for external validations. For the longest time,I have been mindlessly searching for answers,questioning the authenticity of the connection and I believe we all do,because the journey,has made me question my whole pre-conditioning of my thoughts that I have ingrained in my mind over years.

I have reached to a point of following my intuition and now,I just believe that the bond and the genuineness of the connection him and I share is selfless, unconditioned and unrestricted. However, needless to say, I miss him and our conversations,but right now,he is chasing material realms. Just about recently,my extended family and I were planning to visit a new restaurant for Christmas Eve (look at how the universe conspires against us), my aunt and I were looking for places a few days back and we short listed a couple of restaurants and booked a table in the 2 shortlisted restaurants, one of them being his.I was absolutely hesitant to go visit that place again. Even at the time,we were enroute to his restaurant,I tried to suggest options to my family.All the efforts went in vain. However,when I reached the venue(the same one which I visited 3 weeks back),I felt a different energy,this time around in me;an energy of happiness and gratitude.I was completely myself, enjoying the food and the drinks(the mulled wine was simply appetizing) with my family.I felt warm and cozy at his restaurant rather than being unruffled and anxious.

The very next day,I had some food left over from his restaurant which I packed as a take out.I was so overwhelmed with happiness while eating the curry and rice for lunch that I started to weep, but this time around,not out of anger or resentment,but rather with love and compassion.The rice and curry felt like soul food.

This is what the twin flame journey is about,the essence of soul love and purity.When vibes match, you can’t explain it, you just feel it and you know it is right.